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Name: Skippy
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Metro: Berwyn
Birthday: 9/11/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: OTEP, Cold, Cradle of Filth, Alice in Chains, Senses Fail, Atreyu, Switchblade Symphony, Trust Company, Arch Enemy, underOATH, Killswitch Engage, MuDvAyNe, It Dies Today, Trust Company, Lacuna Coil, KoRn, H.I.M., Nine Inch Nails, Static-X, The Used, Flaw, Thursday, A Perfect Circle, Tool, Pantera, System of a Down, Placebo, Ill Nino, Rammstein, ManufraQ'ture, Linkin Park, Jack Off Jill, My Ruin, Evanescence, Marilyn Manson, Lullacry, Damageplan, Within Temptation, Nightwish, Mindless Self Indulgence, Behemoth, Deadstar Assembly, Dimmu Borgir, Staind, Heaven Shall Burn, Kill Hannah, Kidneytheives, Emanuel, From Zero, Norma Jean, Morbid Angel, Sevendust, Slipknot, Crossfade, Atrocity, Mushroomhead, Bleeding Through, Earshot, As I Lay Dying, Taproot, Adema, Rob Zombie, Graveworm, Vader, 16 Volt, Scarling, and more
Expertise: Writing poetry, writing song lyrics, bass guitar, music, hurting myself and others, suicide, HTLM, flirting, cuddling, loving, vox/screaming in my band, myspace, AIM, OTEP, helping friends with their problems, xanga layouts, comedy, computers, running lights and stage at The Nite Light, smoking Newports, and other shit
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  xMyPainMyPride
AIM:  xxHOUSEofSECRETS
AIM:  NYMPHETAMINExBOY
Yahoo:  xXxBLEEDtheFREAKxXx666
MSN: House_of_Secrets_666@hotmail.com
Member Since:
1/20/2005
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| Well hello all, well in in school now, 1st period study hall and I'm
pretty bored. So about the emo band, their myspace is filled with
comments about "punching the nu-metal/goth kid", "beating the shit out
of that long hair dude (Jeff, our sound guy)" so I'm still pretty damn
pissed about it. As for me and Crystal we're not talking anymore, she
blocked me on MSN and deleted me off myspace, which is fine by me. I
pretty much spent the last few days home, relaxing and shit. So today
after school my plans are to help Jenn out with ber photography
homework, then later hang out with Kristi. I also made a myspace group
called Chicago Area Goths, it requires approval to join, so try if you
want...
http://groups.myspace.com/chicagoareagoths
The bitter blood
of a children's cry
inside the truth
far from my sky
war - destruction
war - destruction
Can't you take me away from your lies?
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| well ok shes really pissed at me lol, but at work saturday there was
this emo band playing, one of my friends shouted emo sucks, and then
after they got done we were sitting on the floor, and they came up to
us and said "so you think emo suck" we said yes, they were like "well
its better than being little gothic pussy, wearing all black and make
up, faggots" and then started calling them gay and making fun of them
weaing girl pants, so one of their fans gets up in my friends face and
kisses him, we're like wtf, so i get security, and then we bring them
out front and find out they tried to steal our mics, and we're getting
pissy becuz the sound wasnt perfect, so while we were talking to them
the band told their fans to hit the ppl i was with, 2 of my friends got
hit in the face, and a 12 year old kid (who is like our groups little
brother) got hit in teh chest, and the staff and security didnt so shit
about it, it fucking pissed me off, and they kept intaginizing us after
we talked, it was bullshit.
My friends can't breathe underwater I guess,
They have weak lungs.
Black cuts herself so that you could fall in,
This is heaven.
Alone in her dark room,
I slip through the open door.
Pull off my wet clothes,
To climb inside...
Her life,
Is still warm.
I've got my finger on the trigger oh,
Heartbeats are effervescent life,
We sigh and sink into the river bed,
Stay asleep.
They only stab me in the back now anyway.
I'll put you out of your cell and your misery.
I'm gonna tear,
I'm gonna rip it out.
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| well i tried to break upi with her, but she just signed off, i think i
hurt her really bad, and thats what i didnt wanna do, i feel like shit
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